Friday, August 20, 2010

It's called running blind in the night

How can you slow down, when your mind is going 100 mph and you can't think straight? That's my...today, yesterday, the day before. I couldn't relax, I couldn't focux. I'm just go Go GO! I'm lucky I pulled out some decent shots at my photo shoot on Wednesday night, my mind wasn't in the moment, and that's probably the worst possible thing to have when you're trying to pose.
I'm glad I'm busy, but I want to feel like I can breath and all I feel like is that I'm missing something.
I'm angry
I'm upset
I want to cry
I want to scream
but I will trudge on....and hopefully when I get in my car I'll be OK as this work week will be over with.
I won't have dreams about the office or my job.
I won't think about what will come one Monday.
I will relax....just 30 min.

as always
<3 Mrs. D.

ps here's my photoshoot from Wednesday...I love Mica!! www.mkbimages.zenfolio.com I'm sure you can find me.

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