I have heartburn

I have heartburn. I get it pretty much every day. Nothing new. I just pop a few tums and things turn around in about 20 minutes. Am I concerned about the heartburn. Yes. Would any normal person be concerned. No. See I've had heartburn since I was about 7 years old. I used to get it so bad as a teenager that I would wake up at 2am puking up stomach acid. Then a few years later my grandma was diagnosed with cancer and died with in a month. Where did her cancer start? Her gallbladder, which I guess is a reason you get acid reflux?! maybe? All I know is when I was home from college my dad told my mom she needed to go to the doctor cause she was popping tums every day and she always had heartburn and that's what my gramma died of. heartburn cancer. well it wasn't heartburn cancer. She was diagnosed, then it went to her stomach, liver, she went blind, had a stroke, and passed away with in a month of the diagnosis. I loved her so much and wish Mr D could have met her. SO NEXT TOPIC because I'm getting teary eyed.

I have heartburn. I also realize I write like I talk, which is like a stupid valley girl, even though I'm actually really smart. And I talk like my mom and look like my mom who talks like my gramma and looks like my gramma (just taller) and yea. It's all a circle back to the heartburn. haha. I maybe making no sense what so ever but it's how I roll in my head.

So this all relates to genealogy, the heartburn, the speech, the brains, the looks. And yes right now I do have heartburn but this was not the route this blog would take. It wasn't going to be sentimental. It was supposed to go like this," I have heartburn, we have a mini snow storm. My fucking snow brush broke in half this morning while brushing off my car." That was my original train of though.
But I have heart burn and my thoughts jumble together. My speech is imperfect and I stutter alot but most of all. I'm like my mom and my moms like my gramma. and if I have to have heartburn, even though I may get cancer one day, I wouldn't change a thing as long as I'm like them.

Peace <3 Mrs. D